To go or not to go?
I can’t believe that Christmas is around the corner and it’s that time of the year where everyone goes back home to see their loved ones. Some of you may already know that I’m in the States and I haven’t been back to Kuwait for almost 3 years now. I have to say it has been taking its toll one me lately. I do miss my family and friends yet I don’t want to go through the usual questioning; when do you graduate? How long have you been in the states? What the hell are you still doing there?
What’s even worse to see my dads disappointment in me, it breaks my heart to feel I’m the failure in the family especially I’m the only daughter. The thing is I have cleaned up my act for the past year and I have been doing well in school al7emdallah, but I guess that came too late and I don’t want to explain myself to everyone. My question is do you think I should go back this Christmas and try to ignore everyone or just stick it out and wait until I graduate and go back home for good? I ‘m lost : (
What’s even worse to see my dads disappointment in me, it breaks my heart to feel I’m the failure in the family especially I’m the only daughter. The thing is I have cleaned up my act for the past year and I have been doing well in school al7emdallah, but I guess that came too late and I don’t want to explain myself to everyone. My question is do you think I should go back this Christmas and try to ignore everyone or just stick it out and wait until I graduate and go back home for good? I ‘m lost : (
